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Daily Prompt Reason to Believe In Reason to Believe,, Bruce Springsteen sings, At the end of every hard-earned day / people find some reason to believe. What’s your reason to believe?
If you had seen me a few months ago, between September to … February (?), I was a mess. I was giving up on myself and everything. I had nothing to believe in. It was until about a month I started reaching to God and praying… I noticed there was some weight lifted off my heart and shoulders. I was praying, trying to believe in myself, trying to eliminate terrible thoughts I had. My self esteem had dropped months ago. So I began posting inspired outfits to help me realize that I am a bigger and better person. My religion is helping me believe again and I am a pretty private person when it comes to religion, so I won’t go any further detail about that. I went from crying several times a day to several times a week, to now… I am fighting it. I had so much anxiety built up inside of me that when the anxiety creeps on me. I fight it. I believe in myself. Now those anxiety surprises are just regular butterflies in my stomach. I am working so hard, you cannot imagine, to be the optimistic individual I was before, maybe better. I learned that how can I believe in others or try to help them if I didn’t believe in my own self?
I am still working on improving my own health (exercising, smiling, laughing, moving around, shoe shopping, etc. lol) I believe in myself. And if I have an episode, it is okay, I think back to those moments when I fought it.
This is me today… I am seeing myself in a positive way and it helps me! I want to help others and love to make others smile 🙂 I can never understand how people can be bullies and be rude to others… I am the opposite (no, not a kiss up). Isn’t it better to live in a peaceful society and promote it? Not judge, not hate, not gossip, or call each names. But just smile and be a better person to one another. Help each other out and if you don’t know how to help the person in need, talk to them. I admit, not everyone knew how to help me. But talking and listening to me was a beneficial factor in the process. It took awhile but it felt so wonderful to be listened to. Believe in yourself and help those that need you!